She looked into the doorway
At the desert that was his soul
It had been made barren
His heart was made of coal
Although he was so charming
His smile was not true
His presence was disarming
Though his heart was black and blue
She brought him the breath of fire
To light his heart of coal
She sought to take him higher
But she could not save his soul
By words and charm
He drew the moth to the flame
With intent to harm
Yet cast off any blame
“I’ve hurt so many women”
He said with a laugh
“I probably don’t deserve a girlfriend
She stared at him aghast
She watched as her dreams lay scattered
By this man with no soul
No more would she try to save
A man with a heart of coal
Lies and manipulation
Now filled this empty nest
Denial covered up the truth
And now was laid to rest
This fire has now burned cold
And may be lit no more
Unless of course the day would come
When fate would settle the score
The dance of fools goes round and round
As day turns into night
He bends her mind with his lies
She cries to his delight
A psychopath has no remorse
For the hurt that he has caused
Broken hearts and shattered dreams
Are all someone else’s loss
Cunning and charm, callous and cold’
Will take what he can get
He’ll steal your heart, your money, your dreams
All to fulfill a bet
You’ll never know if he loved you so
Because his words are used to steal
You’ll want to believe and be deceived
Because he knew how to make you feel
Who is this man that destroyed my life?
A shipwreck is what he left
Yet he is fine, he’s moved on
While I am left bereft
There will come a day when he will pay
Ten fold for what he’s done
That heart of coal won’t be so bold
For he’ll be the broken one
I heard all that you said
I listened to all you didn’t say
For absolutely nothing, without any reason
I kept weaving dreams
My world was so dark
And I was all alone, rugged
You stepped in and for no reason,
And I kept weaving dreams
Casted upon us, eventually
The phantom’s evil eye
I kept walking away from my love and so did you
But I kept weaving dreams
The pain is more than before
So I made a promise to myself
That the silent eyes should remain dumb
But my dreams, I kept weaving
Now when I speak my lips quiver
I cannot say the secret of my heart out loud
I’m still in the journey but you’re not with me
Still, I kept weaving dreams
I kept drifting away yet drawing close
The smoke of yesterday keeps troubling my eyes
Your situation is not like mine, you know not
So I just kept weaving dreams
Why are we settling for a world we left before?
The past keeps paining my heart
The memories have become aggressive and torturous
As for my dreams, I kept weaving
What you didn’t say, I kept listening
Don’t know whose evil eye casted on us
There’s no place left for me
I threw my dreams into the fire in your eyes
They’re ashes now but my woven dreams haunt me.
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You are my paradise, you are my craving
You are what I pray for, you bring my soul peace
You are my pulse and you are the beats of my heart
I don’t know anything else but all I know is this:
I see God in you, oh my love, what should I do?
What kind of distance is this?
What kind of helplessness im cursed with?
Sometimes your scent, sometimes your words
I don’t know anything else but all I know is this:
I see God in you, oh my love, what should I do?
Maybe we’re a couple united in heavens
Maybe im just blessed to merely see you
But this itself is enough to last a lifetime
I don’t know anything else but all I know is this:
I see God in you, oh my love, what should I do?
Wake me from this dream, clear away the illusions
Tell me that you’re mine for real
I’ll bear all the burdens and take all the pain
I don’t know anything else but all I know is this:
I see God in you, oh my love, what should I do?
I may not be worthy of you, I may not be fit for you
But your shadows ask me to keep following
Please don’t let me remain behind
I don’t know anything else but all I know is this:
I see God in you, oh my love, what should I do?
She has the love of her family.
She has the love of her friends.
She has all the love she could ever want,
Yet she is still alone,
Shut off from the world.
Isolated in a ball of fear.
She's scared to face a new day,
scared a new day will never come.
She faces these fears alone,
she has shut herself off from the world.
Her sadness has killed her.
It has killed her relations outside of the ball.
She has all the love from her friends and family.
Yet she is still alone...
She’s left in the middle of the room,
beaten and broken,
She crys out in the night,
no one around, to say its alright,
She’s bleeding from unknown places,
She passes out in the bloody mess,
her husband gone, never to return,
She lays there slowly bleeding out,
the baby inside her, no longer alive,
Her husband killed her and left a bloody mess,
with tears and blood stained to her face,
She gave her life,
for her husbands bloody mess
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By the time you swear you're his,
Shivering and sighing,
And he vows his passion is
Infinite, undying ---
Lady, make a note of this:
One of you is lying
Oh withered flower, my beloved flower,
Till yesterday you were fully blossomed
You stood at the cliff on your single feet
You stood through the golden sun’s burns
You stood through the rain that tried to push you down
Why do you bear it all for a few days’ life?
The sun does burn me, love
The rain does drench me,
The height scares me
And loneliness haunts me, oh my love
But I’ll bear withering and even more for you
And I’ll hold my last breath till my eyes see you coming in the distance.
Sweetheart, I’m sorry and I’m just so very sorry
Because I never saw the cry in your laughs;
Nor the tears behind the shine in your eyes;
I didn’t see the pain, nor did I felt your burden.
Alone you stood in the crowd,
Inside the heart of the broken so helpless,
Seeking for a refuge where you can find a fortress
I’m here now to embrace you like the morning sun
I wish I could rearrange the episodes and perfect it for you
I wish I could show you a world so bright, so colourful,
A world where God’s creations are dedicated to you
Why were you not born with me, I’d have shielded you, I swear.
You cried day and night, unable to find the never-existing justice
As little as you were, always given the heaviest of burdens you couldn’t bear
Along the way you cried, passer-bys pitied but couldn’t spare
But you and me, baby, we’ll see tomorrow together.
Don’t listen to them, what do they know?
Where were they when you cried out?
Who came for you when you begged to be let off?
Who heard your screams, love, who cared?
Shards of glass fell from the sky as you sat alone and cried
Left you broken on the floor as you always had been
I’ll not watch you drift away from me, watching your heart beat its last..
I’ll rescue you from this evil world you’re trapped in.
I’ll show you love, dear, I’ll show you a better world
Where you’re respected and valued and you aren’t accountable for someone’s sins
I’ll be the bird that sings in your stormy nights, I’ll be your sunshine after the rain
I’ll rescue you, baby, I’ll take you with me. Take my word.