roar #26

It Won't Be Long

You said before you died,
that I was the key to your heart.
But the truth is
you were the key to mine.

I ask the Lord above,
to answer my prayers.
That you would come back.
But, that wouldn't be fair.

I now know that
you're happy where you are.
Safe in the arms of God,
without any cares.

But I want you to know,
that I still love you so.
And I'll go on living for Him,
Knowing that His light will never dim.

Someday together we'll be,
But, until then,
the Lord will take care of me.

So, keep on watching, It won't be long.
That from this world, I'll be gone.
Into your arms once again,
Safe from all the worldly harm.

roar #25

Have You ever loved someone
But knew they didn't care?
Have You ever felt like crying
But Knew you'd get no where?

Have you ever looked into their eyes
And said a little prayer?
Have you ever looked into their hearts
And wished that you were there?

Have you ever felt their heartbeat,
When the lights were turned down low?
Have you ever whispered "God, I love You"
But you'll never let me show?

Love is grand, yet it hurts so much.
The price you pay is high.
If I could choose between Love and Death,
I'd rather choose to die.

So do not fall in love, my friend,
It doesn't pay a dime.
It only causes broken hearts,
Yet it happens all the time.

So do not fall in love, my friend,
You'll get hurt before it's through.
I ought to know, my friend -
I fell in love with you.

roar #24

Letting Go

How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?

I don't really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we've loved . . . the times you've left
My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust.

We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can't turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy
And your soulmate you will find;
I know we each have one out there
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.

May life be gentle with you
May God's best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way

roar #23

Dance, My Little Puppets

dance, my little puppets

dance for me

dance, my little puppets

and you shall see

dance, my little puppets

the truth you seek

dance, my little puppets

the truth i will speak

dance, my little puppets

set your soul free

dance, my little puppets

dance for me

dance, my little puppets

the truth you find

dance, my little puppets

do not hide

dance, my little puppets

dance for me

dance, my little puppets

truth is a lie, cant you see

dance, my little puppets

dance for me

dance, my little puppets

dance to see

dance, my little puppets

start to begin

dance, my little puppets

this is the end

;)

roar #22

shutting off

I shut off all emotion

can't let myself feel the pain

How can this not be a dream

when it all feels so surreal?

Can’t let anyone know what’s going on

Just stand here when I feel like there’s so much I have to say

Now my world fades to a shade of grey

Everything around me is part of my living nightmare

I strive to be understood

But I can’t seem to say a word

And I promise you I won’t look down and cry

I’ll tell everyone I'm okay

I have nothing to do in this world

But I won’t slow down

Even when my whole body is numb from all this pain

Despair settles upon me

and leaves its mark, hold up all this inside stuff

and I will stay in the dark.

I’ll smile to the world

act like it's all ok.

I’ll keep on fighting, through another meaningless day

With no real point

And i promised you that the end is near

You walked away

And im convinced that you are scared of the truth

Your walking around in denial

You did not even attempt to help me

Maybe when i do die you’ll see what you did

Maybe you’ll finally care about me

But then it will be much too late