you thought you knew me inside out
you thought we were the best of friends
and you thought that we were so close..
these are your perceptions
and i hold no responsibilty nor obligation
to grant you your desired vision of us as best friends.
thats because i never once agreed with you
that we're best freinds.
just because you keep telling everyone so
doesnt make it true.
you didnt ask me.
so, why arent we best friends?
why do i treat you with ignorance
and sideline you
all of a sudden?
why do you feel afraid to seek me at times?
thats because deep down i love you,
but slightly after that, i couldnt tolerate
your little little ineffectiveness
i find you incompetent
you dragged me down with you
you wasted my time and resources
you relied on me to provide you almost everyhting
while you laugh and play all day long,
joking ABOUT me..
you see, i never fought with you
that doesnt indicate my limitless love for you
i was waiting, hoping that
you'd learn my style by noticing me.
you disappointed me..
to describe you,
in my eyes,
you are mediocre as compared to me,
you are totally oblivious to the world around you,
you are ruthless in the things you do,
you are obstructive to me reaching my goals,
and you are totally noob.
if you add it all up,
you should find that the word im deriving at
is MORON and thats you.
im being mean? yeah its meant to hurt you.
for all that you did to me.
im sorry Girl..
you asked for it.
dont ask for things
that are gone,
dont wish for things
that wont happen
dont try to piece back
whats broken
and dont try to undo
when it just wont work...
